I will love and miss you, Jas, until my last breath.

Losing you and having to live without you has been the 2 hardest things I’ve ever experienced. I struggle to accept that it’s even real, despite the fact that I know it is.

I signed your Death Certificate…

I buried your ashes…

I still want to see you walk through the front door…

I still want to be able to hug you and eat hamburgers together and watch scary movies with you and laugh at your goofy jokes…

I just want you here. I need you here. I cry all the damned time!

I miss you so much, kiddo. 😭💔