Losing you and having to live without you has been the 2 hardest things I’ve ever experienced. I struggle to accept that it’s even real, despite the fact that I know it is.
I signed your Death Certificate…
I buried your ashes…
I still want to see you walk through the front door…
I still want to be able to hug you and eat hamburgers together and watch scary movies with you and laugh at your goofy jokes…
I just want you here. I need you here. I cry all the damned time!
I miss you so much, kiddo. 😭💔